Petit jeux de mort dans les communes

21 05 2008

Oui, bon. C’est très bien,
Me dit-mon père, tu blogs, tu blogs
Mais je n’y comprends rien.
Heureusement je suis assez pédagogue :
Je l’incite à y mettre un peu du sien.

Bon, bon, mais ca n’aide pas. Alors voila :
Dédicace à la délicate attention de mes parents ;
Un texte en français griffé d’accents ;
Une carte postale de ma vie la bas
Sur fond de dé-civilisations par bain de sang.

Neuf jours que les incidents ont commencé, neuf jours que la haine des uns consume à petit feux la chaire des autres. Neufs jours que la mort guète la nuit tomber pour découper à coups de machette les gorges criantes des étrangers dans leurs ghettos.

Vingt deux morts que la police ne peut empêcher, vingt deux drames pour apaiser la colère de certains certain que la mort de l’autre réduira le chômage des uns et la criminalité de tous. Paradoxal.

Trois cents arrestations pour autant de blessés, trois cents arrestations pour autant de coups de couteau. Beaucoup de bruit.
Beaucoup de silence : personne ne m’a encore demande si j’allais bien. J’ai un peu mal aux dents mais ca va. Du haut de notre cage dorée, je raye sur ma liste les bars auxquels nous n’aurons plus accès jusqu’à ce que leur chasse à l’homme soit terminée.

Cher Papa, chère Maman,

Ici il fait bon vivre. Le temps est superbe et j’attends avec impatience la fin de leur petit jeu de mort.

Ils passent leurs nuits à suivre les traces de trouille, bruler tous ceux qui bougent et bouger a tout ce qui tire. Mais je ne m’inquiète pas, la classe politique a unanimement condamné ces actes. A la radio un politicien clairvoyant prévoyait des répercutions certaines sur les années de tourisme à venir, tout en gardant un œil sur la Coupe du Monde de Football de 2010. Quelle éloquence ! Et il a raison ! Le pays risque d’effrayer les touristes avec leurs dollars et leurs euros alors qu’il commence à peine à faire oublier sa réputation d’hyper-violence. Hâtons nous de cacher ces corps blanchis a l’extincteur sous les gravas des cases détruites qui leur appartenaient.

Vite, vite. C’est fait, voila.
Bon, bon, mais ca n’aide pas.

L’Afrique du Sud est un pays qui gagne à être connu. Et lorsqu’elle sera parfaitement connue, elle aura gagné. En attendant il semble parfois que c’est peine perdue. Moi j’y crois mais beaucoup de locaux pensent que rien ne va changer.

Il fait bon vivre à Johannesburg.





The Wizard of Mpumalanga

13 05 2008

Wednesday night: eve of national bank holiday. Not for us but it’s party time anyway. Gulp! I swallow half a sushi combo platter and drive off to where needs be with my team – Anne-Elodie and Gerard’ldine. Team mates! We meet the rest of the group in a bar and follow them to a club. It has been a while since we have all been together and we have something to celebrate. Things get loose. Young guns fly high; Mama and Papa need to make sure all kids go back to their nest safely.

Whoosh! The following day is a fast sprint for deadlines, meetings and rendezvous before I’m off for another weekend. Straight after work I get to a restaurant in Melrose Arch where Fish and Xavier have been waiting for us over an hour. Starving. You want a piece of meat? You want a piece of meat. Yes please, Russian roulette style, thank you. Seven dishes ordered; one to avoid. If you picked the cheeseburger you’re out, and in for food poisoning, a short night, stomach cramps and a nauseous weekend. I’m lucky this time as I order the too cooked and tasteless veal skewers.

A cold rain is falling when we leave the restaurant. At home we fall asleep in front of a good movie and wake up in the chilly pale morning of a bank holiday. Before hitting the road, we have breakfast at a friends’ house. Chocolate cake, yes please, with a dash of mango juice. So what’s up, I ask. We ordered cheeseburger yesterday, they say.

That’s too bad, like the weather, foggy and wet. We drive along the same road we followed the week before, and the month before. Heading for a corner of green land nested between Swaziland and the Blyde river canyon, we halt briefly next to a lake before reaching our lodge just after lunch at Shoemanskloof. While waiting at the front desk we discover the main sitting room spreading to the wooden terrace with a view on the bush and the hills around. The walls inside are made of rough bricks covered with paint: dark green at the bottom and plain white at the top. There is a lit fire place on the side of the room, two couches, a few desks and chairs scattered in the large space. A collection of hats is hung on the walls, books everywhere mixed with heteroclite objects adorning the place. An old typewriter here, a rusty honk there, a small assortment of vintage cameras and some dusty glasses all reside together on the shelves and tables of the house. Yes, house, it’s not a lodge anymore, more like a friend’s place, one of old acquaintances of the family we barely know but already like. After a while Marian – the owner – shows us our room, a cosy place with a balcony, a bathroom with red terracotta tiles and some 1950’s furniture. Comfy and slightly kitsch. It’s fun.

We ask Marian for advice on what to do and see for the rest of the afternoon. She tells about this crater, some caves and a good restaurant. It’s a great village, I love it, she says as she holds her glasses between her pointy fingers adding that it looks strange and people look weird. Sold! I wan to see this. We drive half an hour up the mountains under white clouds. Omen. We begin walking up the path leading to the crater starting from the odd village – with disappointingly not so strange looking inhabitants. By the time we get to the edge of the second largest natural crater of the planet, a thick sneaky fog has fell around us. On the verge of the precipice all we can see is a pale wall of puff. We can’t see it right now but I here the view is breathtaking. Under the rain we walk back to the car, and head to the already closed Sudwala caves. Wet and cold we decide to try a bar mentioned in the so-useful and so-reliable Lonely Planet: A nice pub renounced for its meat and its grog. Once at the bar, at 5pm, they serve us two double dose of whisky on the rocks with a splash of cold water. So where’s the grog? Disappointing even though I was not expecting anything else form the Lonely Planet guide.

Tired and hungry we are on our way to a restaurant Marian had recommended, lost in the middle of nowhere, at the crossroad of everywhere and anywhere. It took us an hour and a half to find it, even though it was only at 30km away from our initial location. A-“maze”-ing. Marian, the witch: she’s good. She sent us to a great place. Another cosy kitschy interior with a blazing chimney and random artefacts. Italian food for South African wine. It’s neither the dishes nor the alcohol; it’s not the place or the owner; not the decoration or the comfort; not the alps’ chalet feeling; not even the idea of what this restaurant is, it’s something else. It lies in the truthfulness of the house, its authenticity distinctively underlined by the sharp smell of life leaking from its walls. Yes, rare thing here. Enjoy.

Eight in the morning and the sunlight plunges through the thick layer of leaves above our room to stain the tiles of our terrace with bright rounded shapes. Marian cooks us a mean breakfast including cereals, yogurt, carrot muffins, haddock, eggs, tomatoes, sausages, bacon, toasts and the homemade lip-licking-good tomato jam. D-licious.

I want a place to see, I want a path to follow. We’re standing behind the counter like two eager dogs, as Marian scrapes her map with the tip of her sharp nail. It’s a treasure map, torn and used, covered with rivers, crosses, bridges, stones, arrows and abandoned houses. Follow the yellow painted stones. This woman, she is a wizard, or the Witch of the West.

Meet Marian, a pale haired small lady married to Paul, a potion concocter. With a true smile and glasses hung to her neck by a shiny chain, she cooks the devil’s meals, large and heavy, she makes jam and fruit liquors. She knows plants, seeds and how to use them like I know one day I’ll look back in anger and think she could be right. She knows everything about anything happening on her territory. Omniscient prophet of tourist entertainment, we sacrifice our greetings on the altar of her reception desk, and feed on her precious words of fun forecast.

Off we go, jump over the fence, land face to face with a grey cow with an Indian-style lump and pointy horns. We follow the map walking through Acacia forests and fields of dry grass much taller than us, across litchi and amarula groves, around vast properties and across rivers through bridges of thin and wobbly iron threads knotted amateur-ly around rare pieces of wood. At the end of the road, of the trip, when our legs are tired, our back aching and your neck dirty, we finally find it. The treasure. A warm bath and a nap. When I come back to the room, for a long moment it feels like floating, as if time was holding me in between its giant fingers up in the air, comfortably.
The rest of the day flows slowly: a good bad movie, a scone with jam and butter, a little shopping in an old farm with loads of charm, and a D-lectable diner: Seafood crepe, duck with orange and ginger sauce with mashed potatoes and for desert more crepes with honey and spices. Each dish was served with its glass of wine. Wham bam. Hypnotic power of the taste.

The next day we soak up the sun and I teach chess. It’s a very delicate time, like following the curves of a soft lace napkin. We stop in front of a waterfall as high as the sky surrounded by the strong sent of pinewood emanating from the forest around.
We come back to Johannesburg following a red trail of back lights for hours and hours until any patience and common sense leaves our tortured bodies. That evening we transcend pain in the traffic jam, through exasperation and frustration, and reach a higher level of cognition, to the point where the roughness and brutality of all these smoking pipes, noisy engines, aggressive lights and immobile vehicles turn into infinity of void. Yes, we became numb. Marian, the witch!





Swaziland, Dead Bodies and The Walk Through Seven Countries

6 05 2008
 (Post on the last weekend of April 2008.)

- Let’s rewind. Where was I?
- When?
- Last weekend.
- Ah! Swaziland. Let me explain.

Just when you think you’ve had enough, comes another three-day weekend. We change the team and go for another round, explore our corner of the earth, our new playground. Tag team, four of us, double-mixed. So where to? The Swazi kingdom, land of the red feathers and of the thousand virgins dancing for their Queen.

On our way to the far East of South Africa we stop over night south of the Blyde River Canyon, just before the appalling town of Nelsprut, at George’s lodge. Meet George: an old man with a white beard and old underpants walking whistling in the night; a welcoming fellow growing falcons on sticks, goats in the field and lemon in his courtyard. I wake up exhaling white puffs of smoke. Freezing. Welcome to Africa. Shivering in my bed I’m thinking it was a good idea to plan a rafting trip for the next day. We travel up to Nelsprut, have a breakfast on the parking of a gloomy mall before heading for the border. I hear the road is amazing. It can’t be worse than Nelsprut, nothing is.

We drive through orange and lemon groves, then high up in the mountains and at the top of the peak we reach the border. We meet two customs’ officers, Laurel and Hardy; Laurel a jolly fellow with a large smile and flat hands that waves joyfully at us when our white polo crosses the fence; Hardy a mean grey haired stamp addicts despising us and especially Anne-Elodie. Inside Swaziland we drive a long time through woods and fields of chopped up tree trunks stacked like the petrified bodies of putrefying soldiers on devastated battlefields. We cross a ghost town with abandoned mines and soon reach the bountifully land of the Swazi.

We halt at a traditional restaurant employing a full-smile waiter who serves a gut-eating-and-bitter-tasting black coffee. We chill for a while and democratically agree to rename our team-mate Geraldine by the sweet manly name of Gerard.

At the beginning of the afternoon we enter a national park in the Ezulwini valley. At this point I am banned from driving the shinny car as Xavier founds I have done enough damage to it. I say there is no damage if you can’t see it. I say evolve and let the chips fall where they may. I know this because Fish knows this.
We reach our lodge in the late afternoon and get accustomed to the breath-hampering view across the hills. Before dinner we have a quick walk through the dry yellowish grass. Into the wild. Above us the sun is setting, spreading his orange glow across the sky and around us zebras, kudus, impalas and ostriches are strolling around at peace, fearless:

- Is it safe to have a walk around?
- Yes, very safe. No worries.
- And can we walk when it’s dark?
- You foul! You mustn’t: it’s too dangerous!
- Ah, I see. And so what’s your riffle for?
- Don’t worry, it’s safe.

Welcome to Africa.

After a large platter of boiled chicken with rice and a loaf of bread, a few bears – ah not bears, ciders – and a couple of card games, we sneak into our dorms already filled with Dutch speaking and odd looking fellow backpackers. Stained pillows, no bed sheets and itchy covers. It’s rough but we’re tough. So good night? Yes indeed, we slept like babies, mouth wide open daring those grey hairy spiders to come in. We have a late breakfast cooked on the campfire and leave for a rafting session on the White River. A little disappointing the thrills were not there and neither were flat dogs (crocodiles). There was only this annoying TV crew following these wannabe stars pretending to have fun in the wild.

Back from our wet excursion we switched hotels and got ourselves new shelters for the night: bee hives. Tall half-sphere shaped traditional houses covered with hay and ropes. Ouh! Indulge. No window, one square meter entrance door, five meter high ceiling. But you don’t snore too hard: walls have ears. Before dinner we hike for a short hour across the fields of gold, animals everywhere, wild beasts, Nyalas, warthogs (phacochoerus), zebras and so on. I see dead bodies. In the small pond in the middle of the game are a few herbivores are floating at the surface; swollen and de-pigmented they must have been there for a while. At diner we ate a succulent braai topped with red wine and which ended with a couple of Amarula glasses sipped seamlessly in front of the fire. Then some Swazi came to sing and dance for have an hour, throwing gravel in the air, pounding the floor with there bear feet and rubbing their big fat oily belly like you would like to be like him.

The next morning waking up at dawn, we have breakfast in front of lurking crocodiles and go for a final walk in the valley. You can call me sweaty. In a little more than two hours we come across the most colourful and varied scenery, as if we had been travelling for weeks through seven countries.
Before lunch, we start heading back to “our” country. On the way we look for waterfalls and somehow end up buying a large picnic basket that looks like a cradle.

When the rain starts to fall, we reach the border along with hundreds of other people. In a few seconds we had seen more people than in the four previous days. Welcome to South Africa. Let’s queue and may be in the mean time we can catch the flue. The customs officer has the skin as dark as petrol and he sweats profusely, soaking his military looking uniform. His bumpy skin reflects the aggressive white light of the neon above him. On the side of his bear skull, just above his right eye, lies a black cross-shaped scar with a smaller scar that seem to have ricochet down on to his cheek. The mark is thick and wide and badly healed. Excuse me sir, but are you the next James Bond villain? Stamp, stamp, stamp, stamp; anything to declare? Yeah, don’t go to London.

On the way back, driving towards the setting sun we travel across endless grasslands that smell good summer times. We play a music blindest game in the car and have short daydreams from time to time, until we get back on the track that lead to Johannesburg, the capital city of crystallisation.

When it’s all over, all you can hang on to are scattered memories fading away as quick as days go by and a few pictures taken next to a pool table underneath a dirty light. There is so much I have forgotten already but one thing will stay with me for a while. I chased some impalas. Twice. Under the hard hot sun, I gave my sunglasses and the camera to Xavier and started running towards the short hopping beasts. Burning air, strong, in and out of my nostrils and the sound of dry grass whipping the edge of my shoes. Over these few dozens of meters, when they were running away and I was catching up, it felt amazing, like playing with nature and nearly winning… if they hadn’t jumped over a fence. Those cowards!





I Miss Childhood

5 05 2008

I have just released a new painting on the theme of clash between childhood and adulthood, it is entitled ” I Miss Childhood”. It is an oil on canvas work, with very faint colors of green and crème contrasting with gold and black. The set up of the composition was inspired by Klimt.

For your eyes only: “I Miss Childhood”

More paintings of Tany @ www.dejavu-production.com